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Exit: all things meaningul. Enter the ramblings of Regan.
 
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geez louise

i have to catch up from saturday. im really bad at this whole blogging thing arent i?

 

saturday:

i want to say i didnt do anything. im not entirely sure. OH WAIT. ha. whoops big mistake. i went to hunters show on saturday at the coffee retreat! in all honesty i wasnt expecting to like the arcadia crisis very much but i did. they were pretty damn good! and the lead singer is really cute. note to self. basically there was this girl bitching about steph, lots of hardcore dancing, fun times in the car (so i have to prove i suck? ~jordan), and some crazy dude with facial hair. i also liked juneau. the band for my future reference. and before that i went over to taras awesome house. they have grass now! lindsey me and her pretty much watched vh1, listened to music, played checkers, and got a kick booty thread bracelet.

 

sunday:

i finally bought the poisonwood bible. also my mom had a mary kay meeting at the house so i was the foundation model. because while i dont look as pale as death i am actually the freakin PALEST COLOR THERE IS!!!!!! im like a porcelain doll apparently. great. i want cocoa bean, i get toilet bowl color.

 

monday:

successfully read to page 38 of poisonwood bible. then later on went to the first musical rehearsal! am i just some incredible nerd for enjoying that so much?

 

tuesday:

went to CPR training. and god was the teacher a bitch. she kept talking to us like we were students at school (which i definitely do not need a head start on if the socialization doesnt come with it) and was really condescending to jason because hes a construction person. like hes some mexican working on the highways lady. please. not to mention there was a tenth grader and a sophomore in college there. why did she pick jason? freak. then began the process of packing. i actually threw away a loooot of crap. and this guy came by that wanted to buy the fridge who turned out to be michelle garcias dad! i was like "er...OOOH...yeeeeahh i uh know her" and he said hed say hello to her for me. so great. im goign to get beat up on the first day back.

 

today, wednesday:

went to the mall with tara and stephanie! there were a lot of people that we knew there: hannah and tj, kate, mrs hassid, ellens mom and brother (well i knew them), and...i think thats it actually. well we pretty much did our regular circle thing. then we tried on pencil jeans at hot topic and they actually looked pretty good on me. but stephs favorite jeans pooped out on her after a year of handling her sexy. a jean can only take so much of hotness exuding. then went to the lion king again. still good.

 

and overall, im missing lindsey, want a bunch of CDs and that pair of jeans, think i should really go read the poisonwood bible, and am going to finish packing for my move tomorrow.

 

yayness!

 

*MQM*

"welcoming you to cardboard city where i, think theyre laughing at your band. im really sorry for your band. like really sorry for your band" ~head automatica

 
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emo test results!

first off, heres what the lyrics were from

 

1. coast to coast the high seas echo: it's not you it's me. if the wind were down i could drive the boat with my sighs  all nereids beware by chiodos

2. i'm reading your note over again, there's not a word i comprehend, except when you signed it "i will love you always and forever" screaming infidelities by dashboard confessional

3. so he stumbles through syllables cut from their sentences, lost letters call to him deep in the alphabet, please give us meaning the lovesong writer by thursday

4. well i flipped every switch that i could find on my way out just to upset you more, just to keep you busy, just to make you angry, just because you were right  i am fred astaire by taking back sunday

5. will the flood behind me put out the fire inside me? missing frame by AFI  

6. i havent talked in days, and im really not too sure what i sound like anymore  i dont feel very receptive today by underoath

7. i set my friends on fire, now i will give my life i set my friends on fire by aiden

8. mascara bleeds a blackened tear and i am cold, yes im cold but not as cold as you are. walk away by franz ferdinand

9. for you to go and take this, to smash it apart, ive gone all this fucking way to end up back at the start love is not enough by nine inch nails

10. the end begins. i cant escape as it pulls me further into anesthesia. tear down my sense of conviction, corrupt my soul  the weak and the wounded by silverstein

11. we live in fear and danger of them, their delicate cheeks will turn to rotting flesh, one day women will all become monsters  one day women will all become monsters by chiodos

12. you've got them all convinced, but i know it so well that you could list your friends, but you can't count on them  so beautiful by dashboard confessional

13. we adopt their customs and everything they say we steal, all the dreams they had we kill, still we all sleep sound tonight autobiography of a nation by thursday

14. so please, i'm running out of sympathy and i never said id take this lying down great romances of the 20th century by taking back sunday

15. i will paint you in silver, i will wrap you in cold, i will lift up your voice as i sink  silver and cold by AFI

16. so i walk around with this rope in my hand. so ill tie it around and around, ill tie myself down im content with losing today by underoath

17. death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high, and your life make sense enjoy the view by aiden

18. i time every journey to bump into you accidentally. i charm you and tell you of the boys i hate the dark of the matinee by franz ferdinand

19. god money ill do anything for you. god money just tell me what you want me to. head like a hole by nine inch nails 

20. as my legs, they start to shake, i feel nothing. i wanted you, i need you, but you werent there for me this time. last days of summer by silverstein

 

the results:

1. e, n, n -chiodos

2. emo -dashboard confessional

3. e, e, n -thursday

4. e, e, n -taking back sunday

5. emo -AFI

6. emo -underoath

7. emo -aiden

8. emo -franz ferdinand

9. e, n, n -nine inch nails

10. e, n, n -silverstein

11. not emo -chiodos

12. e, n, n -dashboard confessional

13. not emo -thursday

14. e, e, n -taking back sunday

15. emo -AFI

16. e, e, n -underoath (yeah lindsey you fucked up their emo chance lol)

17. emo -aiden

18. e, e, n -franz ferdinand (once again lindsey)

19. n, n, undecided -nine inch nails

20. emo -silverstein

 

bands agreed on: AFI (emo), aiden (emo)

 

well. that so proves that emo doesn't even have the same defintion to three people around each other all time.

 
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im bored. so its SURVEY TIME! oh joy.
A Rainbow of Questions in the Sky of Your Life!

 

*Red*

Closest red thing to you?:

the instruction booklet of a game called red orchestra 

Last thing to make you angry?:

this guy cut in front of me at the cookie place 

Do you have a temper?:

nah not really. i can control my anger. i dont really get mad often. 

Last warning you were given?:

that if i walked out of the dressing room the alarm would go off

Ever been in love?:

nope

Are you a fan of romance?:

no

 

*Orange*

Closest orange thing to you?:

orange gatorade 

Do you like to burn things?:

im friends with tara. of course i do

Dress up for halloween?:

duh. trick or treat for halloween. 

Are you usually a warm-hearted person?:

i suppose 

Do you have anything against ginger hair?:

no. im related to a bunch of red heads 

Are you usually full of energy?:

usually. unless its before noon. then no. 

 

*Yellow*

Closest yellow thing to you?:

my skin. 

The happiest time of your life?:

when im having fun?  

Favorite holiday?:

hm...halloween definitely 

What makes you smile?:

my friends 

Are you a coward?:

not really

Do you burn or tan?:

tan

 

*Green*

Closest green thing to you?:

a hand grenade. no joke.

Do you care about the environment?:

no

Are you jealous of anyone right now?:

no im not a jealous kind of person 

Are you a lucky person?:

not really no 

Do you always want what you can't have?:

No

Do you like being outdoors?:

not particularly. it has to be a nice day. in other words, cloudless, not humid, and 85 

 

*Blue*

Closest blue thing to you?:

my pants

Are you good at calming people down?:

i guess? im not sure 

Do you like the sea?:

yep 

Last thing to make you cry?:

i stubbed my toe really hard and welled up 

Are you a logical thinker?:

when im thinking 

Can you sleep easily?:

not at all 

 

*Purple*

Closest Purple thing to you?:

a marker 

Like being treated to expensive things?:

well my ipod was nice but expensive or cheap doesnt really matter 

Do you like mysterious things?:

yep

Favorite type of chocolate?:

chocolate is chocolate. oh but belgian chocolates are really good

Ever met anyone in royalty?:

im chinese royalty! well not really. seeing as i dont have a dick and there isnt really a monarchy anymore im screwed 

Are you creative?:

not really

 

*Pink*

Closest pink thing to you?:

my nails 

Are you gay/bisexual?:

no im not cool enough to like kissing girls. sorry.

Do you like sweet foods?:

yep yep

Like play-fighting?:

no

Are you sensitive?:

not really

Do you like punk music?:

yes

 

*White* (in the clouds...)

Closest white thing to you?:

a crayon

Would you say you're innocent?:

haha uh i guess?

Always try to keep the peace?:

not really

How do you imagine your wedding, if you want one?:

idk. not a big deal though

Do you like to play in the snow?:

i wish. no snow here.

Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentists?:

i dont like either but im not afraid

 

 

*Black* (at night)

Closest black thing to you?:

the keyboard 

Ever enjoy hurting people?:

depends on my mood

Are you sophisticated or silly?:

silly 

Afraid of death?:

yep

Would you like to go to space?:

thatd be cool but im too paranoid to do it

Do you have a lot of secrets?:

not a lot but everyone has some

 

*And as the day draws to a close...*

What is your favorite color?:

red 

Does the color you wear affect your mood?:

no

What color are your bedroom walls?:

light blue at my moms

You prefer contrasting or harmonizing colors?:

contrasting. 

Do you like to paint?:

walls. because i cant really screw up on them. 

What color would you think best symbolizes your personality?:

idk i guess red

No Clever remarks - Hit me
 
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fridays are STILL better even in the summertime

so all right. i said i was going to blog consistently and i lied. so once again, i have some catching up to do.

 

tuesday! tara flew back in on tuesday! that was pretty cool just knowing she was home, even though i still havent seen that biatch. ended up going to lindseys house and swimming! for the first time ever. and then of course we continued our novel of epic proportions.

 

wednesday! i got freakin SICK. and im pretty sure thats illegal everywhere.sick in the summer. i do it every year. my body is EVIL.

 

thursday! (the day thursday is coming you ASSHOLES) i was still sick. and natalie and ivan got booted off of soyou think you can dance. i was so upset. its really hard now to watch that show because i am in love with everyone in the top 6. *sobs*

 

friday! also known as today! i am in a good mood. im not sure why. but i am. i got my haircut which was cool and i also got some skinny jeans! hahaha! not from express. because express are officially losers in my mind. i also saw miles at frostwood park today. you know, i think he lives around here because i saw him walking down plantation a while ago.

 

and tomorrow night i finally get to see hunter and his fellow sexy men play some music on a stage. yep thats exciting. actually it is. and i might possibly see the irrisistably sexy mr. klamath falls singer man. ooh

 

what a weekend i have in store. and i still havent even bought the poisonwood bible. i should probably get on that this weekend.

 

*MQM*

"it could be like we never knew each other at all" ~chiodos

No Clever remarks - Hit me
 
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emo test! participation required!

lol i only have three people taht read this so make it count. plus, im bored.

 

let us see what OUR definition of emo is. according to the worlds definition its pretty much every band from this century. so im going to have twenty lines from songs here. in your reply, say whether you would call that band emo or not.

for example: (your reply)

1. emo

2. not emo        and so on. but whatever you do DONT CHEAT! do NOT look up the lyrics online. because that would completely spoil the whole point of this. and if you recognize the lyrics then just try and base it on the lyrics, not the band itself.

 

so here we go.

 

1. coast to coast the high seas echo: it's not you it's me. if the wind were down i could drive the boat with my sighs

2. i'm reading your note over again, there's not a word i comprehend, except when you signed it "i will love you always and forever"

3. so he stumbles through syllables cut from their sentences, lost letters call to him deep in the alphabet, please give us meaning

4. well i flipped every switch that i could find on my way out just to upset you more, just to keep you busy, just to make you angry, just because you were right

5. will the flood behind me put out the fire inside me?

6. i havent talked in days, and im really not too sure what i sound like anymore

7. i set my friends on fire, now i will give my life

8. mascara bleeds a blackened tear and i am cold, yes im cold but not as cold as you are.

9. for you to go and take this, to smash it apart, ive gone all this fucking way to end up back at the start

10. the end begins. i cant escape as it pulls me further into anesthesia. tear down my sense of conviction, corrupt my soul 

11. we live in fear and danger of them, their delicate cheeks will turn to rotting flesh, one day women will all become monsters

12. you've got them all convinced, but i know it so well that you could list your friends, but you can't count on them

13. we adopt their customs and everything they say we steal, all the dreams they had we kill, still we all sleep sound tonight

14. so please, i'm running out of sympathy and i never said id take this lying down

15. i will paint you in silver, i will wrap you in cold, i will lift up your voice as i sink 

16. so i walk around with this rope in my hand. so ill tie it around and around, ill tie myself down

17. death will make you dream past tense, your hopes fly high, and your life make sense

18. i time every journey to bump into you accidentally. i charm you and tell you of the boys i hate

19. god money ill do anything for you. god money just tell me what you want me to.

20. as my legs, they start to shake, i feel nothing. i wanted you, i need you, but you werent there for me this time.

 

haha "kill the emo" is a suggested tag.

 

all right so fill it out and ill post the songs and bands and the general response next time.

 
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mindsay ads are weird

oh my god. okay so its the first. i this on the thirty first.

 

i read about a band in AP, then suddenly they have an ad on mindsay. spooky.

 

sundays are boring but yesterday was alright. saw my mom after like, a week and then went to the lion king with the g-rents and cousins and such. it was really good. they took a lot of lines from the movie and the costumes were amazing. i could have been one of the antelope guys, they just leaped all over the stage. and i think there was only one white guy in the cast. he was the zebra whenver all the animals came out.

 

harrison called me today and wants to do something. that boy has to have everything planned out. he knows his schedule for the week and im like "ookay". speaking of the week, next week is when all the theatre stuff kicks in. ITS ALMOST SCHOOL! and i know ive been wanting school to start and all, but it seems so close its weird. im looking forward to it though. lindsey we need to get our weird shopping done within the next week so that we can be the coolest kids in school. haha value village yay!

 

tara doesnt come in till tomorrow what the hell! we miss her!

 

 

 

 
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literally a bajillion surveys

stolen from steph. and yeah steph, i read all of it.

 

okay so here goes like five thousand surveys

LAYER ONE:
Spell your name with bands/artists

R: red hot chili peppers

E: emery

G: gatsby's american dream

A: atreyu

N: nelly (haha)

 

LAYER TWO:
-- Name: regan
-- Birth date: may 13 1991
-- Nickname: regan. in earlier days chichi, sailor mars, raye, and mulan were all responded to
-- Current Location: my brothers room 
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: taurus

LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: silver flip flop and then strappy black heels 
-- Your weaknesses: this one spot on my shoulder thats always sore.
-- Your fears: dying and heights to some degree 
-- Your perfect pizza: i will eat any pizza you throw at me 
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: play the guitar well. actually, i have a zillion goals.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: my killer ass. haha just kidding. idk ask someone who thinks im really hot. 
-- Your bedtime: school around ten ish for optimum sleep time. summer it doesnt matter 
-- Most missed memory: when everyone could just be friends and stay friends 

LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonalds

-- Adidas or Nike: adidas are more comfy 
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: no
-- Curse: yes
-- Sing: i try but never do anything that really counts as singing 
-- Take a shower everyday: EWWWW duh
-- Have a crush(es): not really
-- Do you think you've been in love?: no
-- Want to go to college: yeah
-- Like(d) high school: high school itself yeah. 
-- Want to get married: who knows
-- Get motion sickness: really easily 
-- Think you're attractive: i dont think im like, a knockout but i think im reasonably attractive 
-- Think you're a health freak: ha. i had pizza for a meal twice today and ate like, a third of a chocolate cake 
-- Get along with your parents: most of the time yeah 
-- Play an instrument: guitar kind of

LAYER SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: a little
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Gone to the mall: more like lived there 
-- Kissed someone: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not in the past month 
-- Eaten Sushi: no
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: do i ever?
-- Gone Skinny dipping: no
-- Stolen anything: no

LAYER EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: lol once with my friends 
-- If so, was it mixed company: no all girls
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Been beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no

LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: definitely not until im through with school 
-- Numbers of Children: two at the most
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: idk what kind of weddings are there? 
-- What country would you most like to visit? greece or japan

LAYER TEN:
In the opposite/same sex.. or attracting..
-- Best eye color? any
-- Best hair color?: any
-- Short hair or long hair?: just not longer than mine 
-- Height: whatever
-- Best weight: whatever
-- Best articles of clothing: total scenester. no really i dont care

LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: hm *counts* i guess seven counting family
-- Number of CDs that I own: 78 or 9
-- Number of tattoos: none

[ from hoorayforsurveys ]

Ten... Things you couldn't live without
o1. music
o2. friends
o3. family
o4. ipod
o5. internet
o6. gum
o7. a stereo 
o8. theatre stuff 
o9. talking
1o. hearing

Nine... Of your favourite things to do
o1. listen to music
o2. go to concerts
o3. chill wit da homiez 
o4. go out wit da homiez (chill and go are different)
o5. read
o6. talk
o7. laugh
o8. shop
o9. 

Eight... People you've seen in the past week
o1. Mom
o2. Dad
o3. jason
o4. kai
o5. aunt hilary 
o6. grayson
o7. olivia
o8. grand

Seven... Songs you listened to today
o1. youre ever so inviting by underoath 
o2. This cocaine makes me feel like im on this song by system of a down
o3. sugar in the sacrament by thursday
o4. this is the best day ever by my chemical romance 
o5. kiss me, im contagious by from first to last
o6. billie jean by michael jackson
o7. always and never by silverstein

Six... Names you might pick for a child
o1. jaquelyn
o2. michael
o3. theresa
o4. johnathan
o5. evelyn
o6. logan

Five... Places you were today
o1. My dads house 
o2. my moms house
o3. california pizza kitchen
o4. jc penney
o5. the hobby center

Four... Of your best friends
o1. lindsey
o2. tara
o3. Steph
o4. anne

Three... Things you want to do when you grow up
o1. have fun (not be a shitty grown up) 
o2. doing what i love
o3. be happy with my life

People you would trust with your life [ONLY TWO!]
o1. my mom
o2. my dad (easy answers)

One... Person you would die without
o1. my mom (once again, going with stephs easy answer)
[ from omgnoway_surveys

-->BASiCS<--
Name: regan
Age: 15
Birthday: may 1 1991 
Zodiac Sign: taurus
School: Memorial High School
Shoe Size: 7.5-9
Height: 5'4"
Weight: like 115 
Eye Color: brown
Glasses?: nope
Hair Color: brown
Is it Dyed?: no.

-->Favorites<--
Color: red and kelly green
Number: 13
Animal: monkeys and sea otters 
Shape: trapezoid definitely
Pattern: stripes
Food: sushi and spaghetti and chocolate
Soft Drink: coke
Energy Drink: sobe energy drink 
T.V. Show: psych, alias, so you think you can dance
Radio Station: 94.5
Movie: the list goes on: anchoman, willy wonka, donnie darko, nightmare b4xmas, saw
Item Of Cholthing: "Clothing". dont really haveon
Shoes: My white and silver flats 
Purse: idk i guess the one with the flower pattern on it 
Peice of Jewelry: Earrings
Hat: dont have a hat 
Hobby: listening to music 
Website: gmail i guess? haha idk 
Lotion Scent: mangosteen. idk dont ask thats the name 
Candle Scent: pumpkin spice
Store: dont really haveone
Vacation Spot: playa del carmen was fun
 

-->MUSiC<--
Genre: well shit i guess emo pretty much covers everything. actually im rather fond of post hardcore emo. or was it emo post hardcore.  
Solo Artist: hm...jc chavez definitely. 
Band: fftl, thursday, underoath
Group: so nsync
Instrument: guitar
Rap or R&B: rap
Rap or Hip-Hop: differnece?
Rock or Rap: rock
Hip-Hip or R&B: hip-hop
Metal or "Emo": emo
Screamo or Soft Rock: screamo (soft rock i usually dont like) 
Pop or Rock: rock
Rap or Pop: i guess pop 
Been to any Concerts?: yes
If so, Who?: nsync, bsb, dream, two buzzfests, warped 05, the used, green day (psh JEW), fftl, i think thats it...oh wait fall out boy (all those were the headliners)
 

-->T.V./MOViES<--
T.V. Show Genre: comedy 
Movie Genre: comedy or scary
Favorite Actor: jim carrey, will ferrel, owen wilson, vince vaughn, ben stiller, paul rudd,  
Favorite Actress: idk
Favorite Child Star: idk...
Drama or Comedy: comedy
Action or Drama: action
Scary or Comedy: both 
Home or Theatre: theatre without the price 
Have you ever seen the same movie more then once in the theatre?: yeah
Front or Back of Theatre? back

-->FRiENDS<--
Best: i have a few 
Known Longest: huh. i guess lindseys the friend ive known longest. 
Known Shortest: anne really.
Shyest: hm probably (wait is this out of best? ill make it out of best)...lindsey 
Craziest: tara
Outgoing: tara
Caring: all of them  
Boring: lindsey because today, MY LIFE IS PERFECT. sure hope you read that. 
Best Listener: james, lindsey and tara 
Talkative: everyone
Smartest: idk theyre all smart 
Dumbest: none
Most Creative: lindsey
Nicest: theyre all nice
Meanest: hm. well steph can sure pull out a bitch joke if she needs it lol 
Athletic: tara
Computer Nerd: uh idk 
Music Loving: steph lindsey and anne i suppose and tara. okay everyone 
Talented: well anne can play guitar. so i guess she wins. WAIT. lindsey can play piano well. geez everyone has talents

-->YOUR ROOM<--
Do you have your own? yes (okay im answering all for my moms)
Theme?: brown blue and silver
Wall Color: litght blue
Carpet Color: seagrass carpet. brown
# of Closets: one
# of Doors: sliding doors, two others 
# of Windows: five
Furniture: bed, nightstand, butterfly chair, dresser 
What color: all silver.  
Your own Bathroom?: yes
Own Computer: no.
T.V.?: no.
Radio?: yep
Lamps?: two
Candles?: no
Chairs?: one
Calenders?: one.
Do you want to re-do your room? redid it for xmas 
If so, how?

-->RANDOM QUESTIONS<--
What shampoo do you use? pantene pro v and garnier fructis 
Conditioner?: see above
Do you like shopping?: yes
How bout sports?: no
Or taking Surveys?: when im bored

Is music you life?: pretty much
Do you like school?: i like the activity
Pen or Pencil?: pen
Loose Paper or NoteBook?: Notebook
Crayons or Markers?: crayons
Jeans or Shorts?: jeans
Tanks or Tees?:
tanks

BOLD THE TRUE:
I use my digital camera everyday
I admit that I am a camera whore, but that doesnt mean I love the way I look
I recently ate an apple
I have horrible skin right now
I have many self help books
Reading, wtf?
Im taking anti-depressants
I have heard of the band Type O Negative

I only have 1 xanga
My mother is a bitch
I rarely go to the movies
Jockers are a big pain the ASS
I have been a really bad girlfriend in the past
If I could, I would eat spaghetti daily
I'm health conscious
I'm a great speller
Most of my friends suck
Skinniness annoys me to hell, what is the big deal?
I'm fat and I like it - deal with it
I've been to Las Vegas
I loved it
I thought it was tacky
My favourite animal is a Lion
My mobile phone is so old
I have strict parents
My hair is in bad condition
I have mugs/cups in my bedroom
I bin needs emptying
I know most of the people in my friends list on myspace
I am big-time self conscious
I'm too shy to get a job
I'm a vegetarian and I rarely eat fruit or vegetables
I think fish are scary
Die, conformity!
Marilyn Manson is so overrated

I appreciate good art when I see it
I have a mouth ulcer
I hate anime
My mother does everything for me
I refuse to do my own laundry
I don't iron my clothes
I hate shopping
Im a sell out
I haven't seen a survey xanga like DarkestStar_Surveys before
They make great surveys
I listen to Goth metal
My Chemical Romance are shit
I am currently attempting to write my own novel
I have read Wuthering Heights
The sun is shining
I dig fudge
I want to go to England[again]
WTF
I despise internet slang with every fiber of my being
Baked beans are yum
I desperately want a baby with my boyfriend
I loved the movie Thirteen
What was all the fuss about?
Emo haircuts, hahahah.
I adore long, deep, slow, sensual kissing
Kelly Clarkson can't sing live
I knew somebody who was murdered
I eat a lot of kit kats
My dog got hit by a car
I once had a hamster
I love all things fantasy
I wish sometimes I was a faerie
All these repetitive surveys drive me nuts
I'm a dedicated christian
I respect religion but I don't follow anything
I'm pro-life
I'm pro-choice
My parents only let me online at certain times
I don't have a TV in my room
I'm poor
My family owns more than two cars
I've been beaten up before
Why are teenage girls so bitchy?
When I get nervous I stammer
Napoleon Dynamite is one of the funniest movies ever
I personally don't believe Jesus ever existed
I have been to Italy
I often take naps in the late afternoon
I love musicals
I love sex
Hilary Duff has gotten too skinny
I live on a main road
I like to take walks in meadows in the summer
I'm scared of horses
I'm squeamish
I used to own a Sega mega drive
I have sent someone hate email before
I admit I'm a slob
I know someone with bad ear wax
I can speak Welsh
WHy pPl hAvE tO tYpE lIkE tHiS iS bEyOnD mE
I am over the age of 18
Chat shows are so cheesy
I watch British TV Shows
I have never heard of the famous British "fish and chip" delicacy
My brother wanted to be a cowboy when he was little
Girl power! [spice girls]
I always have to get my own way, or I throw a fit
I have made fun of someone with ginger/red hair before
Harry Potter = Gorgeous!
I am Latino
I am Japanese, or partly
I have a deep voice
I find it hard to tell the truth sometimes
I have seen a ghost
I think my house is haunted, it makes a lot of odd noises
I have a lot of love handles
I am taller than 5ft 8
I hate it when people say stfu lazy much?
Strawberry milk is better than chocolate milk
My birthday is in October
I prefer the term "Autumn" to "Fall"
MSN is so much better than AIM
I have my own cat, who is my baby
I love castles!
The Beatles SUCKED
Abba, however, they were so cool
Ben and Jerry's Ice cream = I could eat it daily
I am often more concerned over the welfare of animals, not humans
The biggest bitch at school thinks Im cool
I love Kevin Smith movies
I'm in a choir
I often think I'm a useless waste of space (but im okay with that)
I had a boyfriend who told me I was ugly
I want to be an actress
I DONT support gay marriage, but I'm not homophobic
I hate being bored
I say "gh" a lot
I drink coke daily
I have a really crude sense of humour
I sometimes act like a baby around my boyfriend so he thinks I'm cute
I love sheep. Baaaa.
I have an electronic thesaurus
RAWR
Im too lazy to tidy my room
The curtains are still closed
I spit
I swallow
I am diabetic
I dislike the Simpsons
Im a fool and everyone knows it

I have often thought about writing a book about dreams Ive had
I love going to the zoo
My handwriting gets complimented a lot
I have heard of Oxfordshire in England
I knew that it was where Tolkien wrote LOTR and is buried
I also knew that Lewis Carroll wrote Alice of Wonderland
And C.S.S Lewis wrote Narnia
(its C.S. Lewis)
I drink tea with two sugars
I have a personalised calendar
This bolding survey is so long
But it's great
I wear jean shorts[sometimes]

Whenever I go to the beach I always seem to get sand everywhere
I'm a water baby
I wish I had super long hair, but it just won't grow!
I wish my hair wasn't so straight
I have an underactive thyroid
I don't even know what a thyroid is
I need a job
I'm not going to go to college
I don't know what a synopsis is
The elderly scare me
I will happily go out of my way to help someone
I don't wear deodorant everyday
I like most things mythical
I rarely get comments on myspace
I'm at the top of my English class
Aa' menle nauva calen ar' ta hwesta e' ale'quenle
I don't know what language that is
I often trip over my own feet
*wrinkles nose*
I complain a lot and people are sick of it
I love Doritos
I was born before 1990
I used to watch Are you afraid of the dark
Which scares me even now

It's my damn life, I'll do what I want
I'm a rebel
I've had sex with more than two people
I like to get drunk
Why don't people ever listen to me?
I hate being ignored
My brother nearly died once
I walk around my home barefoot a lot
I read poetry
I write poetry
I know how to make icons
Anna Faris is weird
Life is killing me
I have an empty coke bottle in my bedroom
I have a swing seat in the garden
The biggest mistake anybody can make is bleaching their hair YELLOW
I was sick a few days ago
I loved this survey

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i give up on skinny jeans

today...was quite a delightful day. or really yesterday. but whatever. i count my days based upon when i sleep and wake up. today is yesterday in my world. make sense? good!

 

it started off badly. i was woken up early to go to my moms house. then my dog peed on the carpet and i cleaned it up. then i had lunch and a piece of cake. thats where the day got good. i went to best buy and got the chiodos album! its good but it was a tough decision to make. and this guy kept following me who turned out to have been in my german class.

 

and then to the mall! note for posterity: lindsey and i actually made a decision to go there instead of her house. we went and tried to go shopping. i tried on jeans and then we tried on dresses. there was a dj and rapper at express. DJ AND RAPPER. at a store. problem with this picture? well it did draw me in rather nicely so good idea to the express people. OH! we saw alex EW and ben daniels. and jamie. and kristen montgomery sheesh. we didnt speak to kristen, willed alex away from us, and i talked to jamie because i couldn't remember why i was ever mad in the first place. he is a lot taller. alex looks a lot gayer.

 

then back to lindseys! her dog was nice to me. it was amazing. we basically sat in her room and listened to music as i admired all of her cool schtuff. the usual. but still fun. and lindseys dad had a girlfriend on the street im moving on to. haha how weird is that?

 

*MQM*

"i hope to god you come down" ~underoath

 

*people quote*

lindseys mom: oh look thermometers!!

lindsey: yeah mom...thermometers...

 
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documentation for my future self

lets start by catching up.

 

the twenty seventh. (yesterday)

this day was THE day. it was the 1 yr, 5 mth, and 4 hr. anniversary party of the super sticky note experiment, underoath, and (coincidentally) the zach rejection number something. and let me just say it was a sweet deal. lindsey made a lovely cake that had "note" written in blue on it. note, blue. the blue note. like underoath. har har har. actually i thought that was pretty funny. after making a trek back to lindseys house we actually consumed the cake. then we listened to underoath and since we (i) couldnt go to the mall we decided to write a novel instead. literally. were going to write a book. loosely (okay entirely and completely) based on 8th and 9th grade. since were both such aspiring authors and have a crapload of freetime its going to be done. and its going to be good. well itll be fun for our grandkids to read and say "wow grandma! you were such a bitch! you are SO COOL" then i went to the mall with steph and anne. and saw meredith. that was pretty sweet. and i tried on skinny jeans at express and BOY did taht suck. they looked not so hot. so im going back with my mom to try on the other style. because shes convinced that she likes those and we wear similar jeans.

 

today.

in a nutshell: today kind of sucked. i watched two episodes of psych, four episodes of that 70s show, one of house, three of will and grace, four of seinfeld. seriously that is a LOT of tv. and i dont normally watch tv. i played ddr with my cousin and bro (kicked their ass even when they were on a mat together), played imagineiff with them, taught cousin the benefits of underoath and taught him a song on guitar.

 

tomorrow im going to be alone from ten to four. ooh lala. psh yeah right. friends, call. if you dont, im calling you because i am NOT staying here. no way.

 

nu uh.

 

not happening.

 

yeah. oh and i still havent listened to pink spiders

 

*MQM*

"

 

christ. i SUCK at catching up. its the thirtieth and i wrote this on the twenty ninth but had to get off. so let me just post it and then post one about today.

 

 

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dallasites.

thank GOD im home. i had a fun time and all but..having the company of your brother, a 13 year old, and a five year old for five straight days kind of makes you want to shoot yourself.

 

fun points of trip:

-rode the TITAN!! woop! thats that badass rollercoaster at six flags thats the tenth tallest one or somethign and can knock you unconcious on a hot day. around this one curve your vision kept getting all these black spots. it was AWESOME!

-had fun having my five year old cousin follow me around and copy everything i do. well it fun the first day at least.

-made some really good banana pudding.

-rode all the rides at six flags.

-completely bitched out shelby and called charlie a fag. he caught wind of my queer accusation and decided "me and my little clique were going to have a tough time next year" so sorry guys. we gonna have charlie chasing us all year. im so scared. oh no. please save me.

-

 

i now interrupt this unfinished blog entry with a more important announcement.

 

thursday and rise against are co headlining a tour.

 

i get excited

 

10/26/06 Houston, TX Verizon Wireless

 

do you know what day that is??

 

get ready for it

 

cause its REAL fuckin amusing

 

 

thursdays coming on...

 

 

THURSDAY.

 

 

 

ha. ha. ha.

 

 

 

those assholes.

 
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what is THIS

MY STICKER COLLECTION IS GONE.

 

ALONG WITH HALF OF MY POKEMON CARDS.

 

 

GONE???????????

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

STICKERS DONT JUST DISAPPEAR.

 

 

WHO TOOK MY STICKERS???????????????????????? THEY MUST PAY.

 
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taras last day in town : (

this morning i have spent my time making a bamf mix CD. it is pretty frickin awesome. i burned it for tara, lindsey, and anne and when steph gets back i will burn it for her too. yes. its that great.

 

points of yesterday:

-lindsey was SICK???? WHO THE HELL ALLOWED HER TO BE SICK?????

-went to taras house with anne

  +we can jam like no other.

  +we can scare nicks friends very well

  +i have a pirate rubber ducky.

  +BRIAN FANTANA IS THE COLLEGE BOY FROM CLUELESS!!!

 

and today....lindsey shall do something! and we have to party and give tara a proper goodbye. although i do have a teensy problem...i have to stay home and babysit my brother all day. and tonight my dad might want me to eat dinner with them. although there is an astros game tonight so that works in my favor. we'll work something out. we have to.

 

i think i am clinically obsessed with underoath. yeah. its that bad.

 

oh and lindsey i think we should start running together. you live on my street so you are being dragged into my weird efforts at exercise. because it'll be a lot more fun if we have each other to kick the others ass when we slack. and yeah im serious.

 

*MQM*

"we're always pulling into spaces that we cant back out of, starting fights, we can't talk our way out of this, talk our way out of this, talk our way out of this." ~underoath "i'm content with losing"

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 
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catchin up with the times

so apparently everyone has started blogging without me! so im joining in the blogging square and occasionally pentagon we have going here. yay!

 

interesting points of today:

-yes i know halloween is in october

-no you may not take a picture

-there is no such thing as the golden years. it is a lie. and goths are nicer than everyone.

-dont have a jam session unless you and your friends know how to jam. (and i definitely dont). even if your jam session is still way fun but its a little less jam and a little more session.

-alex called my brother yesterday. yeah, queer alex. uh...WHY?

-the show "medium" is a good show

-taras brother nick cracks me up. i feel like i should be his friend so he doesnt feel so left out whenever tara has company

-HAVE FUN AT THE BEACH MISS STEPH!

 

well im definitely making progress on "i dont feel very receptive today" by underoath. and i definitely make MORE progress when on an electric guitar like its supposed to be played. surprise surprise!

 

this miserable old lady at the mall kind of scared me today. she was talking about how there are no "golden years" and that everybody dies without ever really living golden years. and now im like "AHH MUST GO LIVE GOLDEN YEARS!!" i wonder if that lady knows that she has traumatized a 15 year old girl who doesnt know when halloween is forever?

 

and zach invited me into a chat room but i feel antisocial with new people for some reason. maybe its because theyre all really really weird. and the silent girl? not so silent. rather really loud and bossy. who knew?

 

*MQM* (ahahah remember these!!!!?????)

"You're busy living now, aren't you?" ~Underoath "In Regards To Myself"

 
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me no bloggy in long timey

why have i not blogged in a while?

 

because there has been absolutely nothing worth recording.

 

so heres a survey. because im bored and theres no where else to post it. my life is so boring. its great. but lindsey, it is more perfect than yours : )

 

 

1.  How old do you wish you were?  i wish i was...twenty four. so i could drink, drive, smoke, vote, and go to clubs freely but be without any real responsibility because who the hell expects twenty year olds to be adults?
 

2.  Where were you when 9/11 happened? my fifth grade homeroom class, watching the news on a little black and white TV
 
 

3.  What do you do when vending machines steal your money?  i say "damnit" and sulk for a minute then kick it once and press the change return button. and then walk away
 
 

4.  Do you consider yourself kind? when i want or need to be 
 
 

5.  If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?  somewhere it wouldnt hurt too bad to get it
 
 

6.  If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? german. ich kann ein bissen Deutsch sprechen. 
  
 

7.  Do you know your neighbors?  just the ones two doors down. and at my dads house, kaamil 
 
 

8.  What do you consider a vacation?  somewhere other than where i live
 

9.  Do you follow your horoscope?  i read it for fun
 

10.  Would you move for the person you loved?  sure, if i loved them
 
 

11.  Are you touchy feely?  nope
 
 

12.  Do you believe that opposites attract?  pretty much
 
 

13.  Dream job?  record label owner or tour manager for a band i believed in
 
 

14.  Favorite channels?  fuse, mtv2, vh1, e!, basically anything mindless

 

15.  Favorite place to go on weekends?  somewhere with my friends
 
 

16.  Showers or Baths?  showers. baths after showers otherwise youre sitting in your own dirt
 

17.  Do you paint your nails?  occasionally. it never really stays on my nails very long.
 

18.  Do you trust people easily?  not too easily but i do trust people 
 
 

19.   What are your phobias? very large dogs, dying, heights to an extent

   

20.  Do you want kids?  not really
 
 

21.  Do you keep a handwritten journal? i tried to at one point but i found myself excluding parts of my thoughts and decided it was a waste if i was going to lie in my own journal 
 

22.  Where would you rather be right now?  somewhere with my friends. or a party where im having fun.
 
 

23.  Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?  my mom? haha idk no one really
 
 

24.  Heavy or light sleeper?  heavy. very heavy
 
 

25.  Are you paranoid?  no 
 

26.  Are you impatient?  not really 
 
 

27.  Who can you relate to?  if i know em ill find some way to relate to em
 
 

28.  How do you feel about interracial couples?  why does it matter? my parents were an interracial couple and my mom is in another one. IM AN INTERRACIAL BABY! i dont care
 
 

29.  Have you been burned by love?  no 
 
 

30.  What’s your favorite pick up line?  you have an absolutely breathtaking hiney. i mean, that thing is good. i wanna be friends with it. (or) im very important, i have many leatherbound books and my apartment smells of rich mahogany

  

31.  What's your main ring tone on your mobile?  idk it hasnt rung in forever
 
 

32.  What were you doing at midnight last night?  stepping into the shower 
 
 

33.  What did the last text on your cell phone say?  "save me! my cousin is so freakin annoying AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" 
 
 

34.  Whose bed did you sleep in last night?  my own 
 
 

35.  What color shirt are you wearing?  blue 
 
 

36.  Most recent movie you watched?  anchorman 
 
 

37.  Name three things you have on you at all times?  clothes, wallet, ipod? idk there arent really three things
 
 

38.  What color are your bed sheets?  brown 
 
 

39.  How much cash do you have on you right now?  like, nine bucks or something
 
 

40.     What is your favorite part of the chicken?  legs definitey 

 

41.  What's your favorite town/city?  houston i guess 
 
 

42.  I can't wait till: i go to universal studios! 

 

43.  Who got you to join mindsay?  sadly i think janet did 
 

44.  What did you have for dinner last night?  a bbq sandwich, cole slaw, and a coke  
 
 

45.  How tall are you barefoot?  5’ 4" ish 

 

46.  Have you ever smoked heroin?  no 
 
 

47.  Do you own a gun?  no but just about everyone else in my family does 
 
 

48.  What do you prefer to drink in the morning?  milk 
 
 

49.  What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?   um...my dead sexiness? idk i guess its the fact that im usually not trying to lure them in. when i am..it never works  
 
 

50.  Do you have A.D.D.?  no
 
 

51.  What time did you wake up today?  947 is when i actually got up 

 

52.  Current worry?  that im going to have nothing to do for the next two weeks. again. 
 
 

53.  Current hate?  the fact that my ear hurts i guess 
 
 

54.  Favorite place to be?  out and about with my friends 
 
 

55.  Where would you like to travel?  id like to go to new york. and hawaii 

 

56.  Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?  sitting around thinking "well god damnit whats the college degree for if i cant decide what to do with it?" 
 
 

57.  Last thing you ate? an artichoke. yes. an entire artichoke. 
 
 

58.  What songs do you sing in the shower?  whatevers stuck in my head.
 
 

59.  Last thing that made you laugh?  the saturn commerical with thursday in it. because i was so surprised to hear my favorite band being played behind a white car driving through the hillside when they arent even on the radio 
 

60.  Worst injury you've ever had? one time i got a paper cut down my entire pinky. what luck have i got huh?
 
 

61.  Does someone have a crush on you?   if they do come out and tell me to make life more interesting

 

62.  What's your favorite candy?  give me chocolate and im happy
 
 

63.  What song do you want played at your funeral?  that "me so horny" song. because it is just so incredibly inappropriate for a funeral its perfect.
 
 

 
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I AM FREE! not like a bird.

i am much less free than a bird. because a bird can fly to the mall if it wants to. and i cant even drive.

 

today i had my german and english finals. easssy....kamel (how do you spell it..?) cheated on the english final. DUMBASS. ITS AN OPEN BOOK FINAL AND YOU HAVE TO USE SPARK NOTES? that boy does not deserve to reside among the nerds.

 

and now im making jello jigglers. and im going to watch the alias series finale again with my mom because she had to tape it. and im going to get all depressed all over again. really what i want to do is go to the mall and spend some birthday money. but ill settle for seeing *sob* alias.

 

and for the record:

 

you do bathe guinea pigs.

Bathing.

Many novice owners of guinea pigs are very nervous of bathing their animals because they have been fearful of the effects this may have on the nervous system!. The myth that these animals cannot stand any kind of stress is totally erroneous. They're animals, for goodness sake and their behaviour usually make a damn sight more sense than that of our own species.

Guinea pigs react with such vigour and speed when they feel at all threatened, for the simple reason that this is their only form of defence from what could be predatory attack. They are not built to fight off such attacks so nature has given them a very good nervous system which enables them to get the hell out of it as fast as they can. She also equipped them with a good sound system to warn others in the pack of impending attack and hopefully frighten off those doing the attacking.

What I am trying to say is that much of the nervous behaviour is more sound and fury than the sound of an imminent cardiac attack!.

Like small boys, some guinea pigs object to the very idea of water and soapy suds upon them and let their feeling known to owners as soon as they are put in the sink and the water begins to flow about them. Beware of those that try to commit suicide by leaping out as soon as they are put in, for they can be pretty nifty!. If you are not nimble of eye, hand and body, it would be better if these types were bathed in a bath. It maybe more uncomfortable for you on your knees but it is far safer for them!.

It is a good idea to bath your guinea pigs at least once every three months in an anti parasitic shampoo. The one I use is Prioderm which is used upon children who get hair lice. I leave it on for about ten minutes than rinse off.

If your animals live indoors it is sufficient just to give a vigorous drying by towel and them put them back into their quarters. With animals that live outdoors it it is vital that they are thoroughly dry before they are put outside again.

Even shampooing in a good human medicated scalp cleansing shampoo such as Alphosyl, though not having anti parasitic chemicals in it, can still have anti parasitic effects. A clean skin and coat is not at all as appetising to the kind of parasites that guinea pig flesh is heir to as a dirty one.

Though the veterinary profession insists human hair shampoo is dangerous for animals, it is not, and certainly none that are recommended in this book. It is also, incidentally, a lot cheaper than any you will buy from a veterinary surgery. Remember that most of it has already been tested animal guinea pigs anyway!.

 

and i would like to point out that camille rather enjoys her bath. as does sophie.

 

because in this family NO GERMS ALLOWED. and no smelly animals.

 

"you're a smelly pirate hooker."

 
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f.a.b.

fine arts banquet was AMAZING! it was sooo much fun. the first time ive ever actually danced. omg loooovvvveeeedddd it. special shout out to:

 

those raver guys, steph, lindsey, tara, anne, wynn, lauren, harrison, and that really gorgeous hot guy that i only said about 12 words to (josh) who i need to go back and pick up now.

 

what a fun time. gots to do stuff like that again.

 
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youre so sensitive, i am, i am a machine

verdict of todayness: twas a fairly good day.

 

so i havent blogged in a while and i feel like doing it organized. so here goes!

 

b4 first period: steph came early today. whoa.

 

first period: watched more of the last emporer. thats an interesting movie and im going to have to rent it some time. ive been working on my final review packets instead

 

second period: worked on the reproductive system thingy. i swear if i dont get a new lab group soon, we'll be one suck up and one slacker short of a full class. we all had to show mrs strait our grade for this assignment and i showed her. and sure enough 30 minutes later she's calling me trying to say i didnt. so i said "uh no mrs strait i showed you the paper" and after a little arguing she looked at it and said "oh no thats will. i saw the zero and assumed it was yours." YOU WANNA FIGHT MRS STRAIT? THEN BRING IT ON BIATCH.

 

third period: worked on bio packet. and watched a little of batman begins. thats a good movie. gotta love it.

 

activity: had student council elections. as always, the speeches were either good but everyone made fun of them or humorous. i am glad to say that TAYLOR DID NOT WIN PRESIDENT! yesssss

 

lunch: they didnt have chocolate chip cookies. what the hell. so i got a little bundle of heaven (aka warm wheat roll) and a bag of m&m cookies instead. i was pissed though. and found out harrison got rid of his weirdo girlfriend. good for you my weirdo friend.

 

study hall: talked about fine arts and girls/boys. once again worked on my bio packet.

 

fifth period: sat around and studied german with drew.

 

sixth period: watched a terriffic movie called Lola Rennt. (in english "run lola run"). it was like a bad acid trip. it was hilarious though and personally i liked it. we just got to the confusing part where you really feel like you need to lay off the dope. also found out that i have to do my interview tomorrow. whoopee.

 

seventh period: did final review packet. justin was actually in a fairly bad mood! i was shocked! and found out that justin is treasurer and TAYLOR DIDNT WIN!!!!! when we found out drew and i looked at each other and had a silent celebration. taylor was so pissed off. it was great.

 

after school: walked sophie for a long ways and got attcked by some psycho ten year old. yeah. weird i know. kai is playing the xbox 360 heck yes.

 

so that was more info about my day than even i care to know. jasons making fajitas. yay. oh i gave camille a bath. she looks lovely.

 

Ich mochte der Hilary Duff erschlagen.

translation: I want to beat Hilary Duff to death.

 
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